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Grace Villas
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Saturday, July 2, 2011, 1:50 AM
A sweet letter from my Mama
I was about to type something for my Nihongo class tomorrow until i found a file that suddenly caught my attention to read it.
Dear GRACE,Happy Birthday…. You’re 18 now, and I’d be fooling myself if I imagined the girl that you are now, sometimes soft and loving, at others fierce and scowling. I hope you’ll be courageous, seize opportunities, and be more responsible.I imagine you then surrounded by adoring suitors. And now you have Miguel. Be good to her and take care of her Miguel ok? Don’t rush…… you don’t always believe it, but often as I want to say it I only want what’s best for you.But whatever I want for you, I know you’ll go your own way. It’s traditional for daughters not to listen to their mothers, not till much later, like me…J So even if I remind you of the day you decide to make your own decisions what I really know is that you’ll have to be independent, and follow your own dreams. But however independent you become, don’t forget, whenever you need me, I’ll be there. If your heart is broken, or your workload is too heavy, or if you are consumed with worry that Nothing is ever going to Happen in your Life, please come to me and share your burden and I’ll remind you how we hold a bit of everything inside ourselves, weak and strong, and that as a child, although you still often woke in the dead of night and needed to be comforted.God Bless, be happy and as I always tell you and remind you…Do not be in a hurry because life is so beautiful so enjoy it to the fullest…Happy Birthday Anak… I may not say this as often as I say it to Tintin but I love you both with all my heart and I will do anything for both of you….I may not be the best mother but I will always be your best friend for life…
LOVE,MAMA
Awww. I was stunned, speechless, dumbfounded or whatever term you may want to call it. But really, i got teary-eyed. :') This was maybe a birthday note from my mom which i haven't read for almost 2 months already. I didn't actually know about this. Maybe Mama thought that i'd be able to read this on the actual day of my birthday or maybe a week before but then i didn't. I should have read this earlier. Huhu.
Thank you for the love Ma! Thank you for the trust. I know i often don't take serious actions when it comes to family matters but then i assure you that i always listen to your side. I love you Mama, thank you. :')
Labels: Family, Mom, Sweet stuff
Friday, April 8, 2011, 9:29 AM
GOODMORNING!
Should i delete my last post? HIHIHIHI. We're back again.
So today i'll be heading straight to Makati to file some papers regarding my mom's health card. I've been busy doing errands this whole week! But at least, i'm busy doing things and not just staying at home for nothing.
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| HI. THIS IS MY NEW HAIR AND YOU SEE I LOOK SO PRETTY HERE. |
I cut my hair for some lame reasons. IS IT GOOD? DO I LOOK LIKE I'M NEAT? HAHAHAHA. Feeling ko kasi ang dumi ko na sa hair kong mahabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. I've been used to keeping my hair long and straight but sometimes curly din. But now, i guess i should keep it short.
END OF TALKING... THIS ISN'T TRUE. MY HAIR IS STILL LOOOOOONG. HAHAHAHHAHA.
I tried the short hair look and see if it's bagay or not. I asked a few friends of mine, and they said it's good. Pero malamang binobola lang nila ko. ;\ HMMMMM, TO CUT OR NOT TO CUT? THAT IS THE QUESTION.
BYEEEE, I'm off to take a bath!
Labels: :), Mom, Random, SHORT HAIR
Thursday, January 20, 2011, 12:21 AM
HELLO BOYFRIEND! :>
FINALLY, WE'RE OFFICIAL! Hoooooooo! :''> Nasabi ko na din sa kanila sa wakas. Ang sarap sa feeling nang wala kang tinatago sa parents mo. Sobra! :)
It happened last week. Kinakabahan ako nung una sa magiging reaction ni mama. Pero ayoko ng patagalin kaya kinausap ko na siya. Inisip ko na lang na ang goal ko lang ay masabi sakanya yung dapat kong sabihin.Kausap ko na siya that time tapos bigla ko na lang siningit sa kwentuhan namin na may sasabihin ako sa kanya. Nakakahalata na siya. :)) Tinawag pa nga niya kapatid ko para marinig kung ano man yung sasabihin ko. Haha. Poooooofffff, Ma, sinagot ko na po si Miguel. (HAHAHAHAHAHAH) Nakatakip pa nga ako ng kumot that time. Tinakpan ko mukha ko. Nahihiya ako eh. Nagpapatawa kasi si Mama tapos dumagdag pa si Tin. Haha! Nagulat ako sa reaction niya. Hindi ko inexpect. Akala ko magagalit siya, sisigawan ako, sasabunutan. HAHAHAHA SRSLY. :)) Pero hindi pala. Inaasar pa nila ko ni Tin. Tinanong niya pa ko kung kelan monthsary namin. Naghulaan pa kame ng number. Haha! Sobrang tawang-tawa ako. Sinabi ko pa nga sakanya na dapat magalit siya sakin eh. Pero hindi talaga. :-) Sobrang gaan sa pakiramdam after nun. Parang feeling ko nabunutan ako ng tinik. HAHA! Ayoko kasi magsinungaling. At lalong ayokong mawala yung trust niya sakin.
Hihi. :''> Sobrang thankful ko kasi binigyan ako ng chance ni mama na malaman niya yung side ko. Hindi siya nagalit, nagtampo or whatsoever. Walang pinagbago. :) Ang laki na ngayon ng tiwala niya sakin, hindi ko sisirain yun.
I LOVE YOUUU, MAMA! :'''>
Labels: :), :D, 2011, BOYFRIEND, Family, Happy, Kilig, LOVE?, M, Mom
Sunday, January 9, 2011, 4:28 PM
Gusto ko na sabihin.
"Ma, kame na." Pero natatakot pa ko. :| Ang alam pa lang kasi nila, nanliligaw pa din si M. Alam ko magagalit sakin si Mama. Ineexpect ko na yun. Ngayon pa't medyo nakakahalata na siya. Alam ko naman na alam na niya, hinihintay lang niyang aminin ko. Feeling ko pag sinabi ko sa kanya, magkakaroon kame ng gap. Ang bigat sa pakiramdam.
Tiwala lang naman eh. Yun lang. Wala akong balak gawin yung mga maling naiisip ni mama pag nagkaroon na ko ng boyfriend. Alam ko yun. Alam ko at nakikita ko ang mga pwedeng mangyari. Wala naman akong balak sirain image ko. Ako pa, eh sobrang arte ko kaya. Alam ko naman natatakot lang din si mama na mapabayaan ko pagaaral ko. Sinasabi niya na hindi na daw niya ko nakikitang nagrereview man lang o nagbubukas ng notes. Imposible. Nagaaral ako ng mabuti ma, pinipilit ko magaral sa course na ginusto niyo. At lalong hindi ko hahayaan na mapabayaan ko yun dahil lang sa pakikipagboyfriend. No way. Madami din naman akong gustong gawin sa buhay. Alam ko kung anong tama at mali. Hindi ko naman ilalagay sarili ko sa sitwasyong alam kong ikapapabaya ko eh. It's a matter of prioritizing and balancing. Sabi niya, enjoyin ko muna daw pagkadalaga ko. Eto na, ineenjoy ko na nga. Hindi naman kasi ibig sabihin na kapag nagboyfriend na, eh magaasawa na ko agad. Walang-wala pa sa isip ko yan. Oo, hindi naman natin masasabi yung pwedeng mangyari. Pero ako, mataas ang respeto ko sa sarili ko at sa inyo. Family & Studies pa din ang number 1priority ko.
Nung una pa lang naman nakwkwento ko na siya sa inyo. Nakita niyo din naman dati na ang lungkot ko. Alam niyo din naman na gusto ko siya. At inaasar niyo pa ko dati na broken-hearted ako. Nafefeel ko naman na si **** talaga gusto niyo para sakin. Pero hindi talaga eh. Naging magaan talaga loob ko ky M eh. Inspiration lang naman, ma. Yun lang naman gusto ko eh. Tiwala. :|
Ayoko nung patago. Gusto ko na talaga malaman niyo. Kame na.
Labels: :|, Family, LOVE, M, Mom
Tuesday, December 14, 2010, 5:03 PM
THIS IS IT!
ANG SARAP PALA NG FEELING PAG NAMEET NA NG FAMILY MO YUNG TAONG GUSTO MO. :'">
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| WALA KASI SYANG NGIPIN, PURO DIMPLES LANG. :))) |
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| Dinner with kapatid, mish, miguel, mom, and her officemates after the pageant. Hihihihi. Kilig. :'''> First time kong magpakilala ng personal sa nanay ko ng manliligaw. HAHAHAHAHA ARTE. |
Labels: Family, Happy, Kilig, M, Mom, Wishes
Wednesday, December 1, 2010, 9:56 PM
Momma's Birthday
It's already the birthday month of my mama! I think she's turning 40 na. Ano kaya pwede kong ibigay na gift? Gusto ko siyang regaluhan. Eto kasi yung first time kong magbigay ng gift sakanya. Haha. Hindi ako mahilig magbigay ng regalo sa kahit sino eh. Nagsuggest mga friends ko kung ano bang magandang gift for her birthday. Naisip ko ngang magcook for her. Hindi kasi ako marunong magluto kaya feeling ko matutuwa yun pag nalaman niyang ako mismo gumawa. Haha! Hmm. Sabi ng friend ko personalized tumbler daw. Parang cute din yun. Tsaka pwede pa nyang gamitin sa office lalo na coffee addict siya. Wala pa talaga akong target plan. Pero dapat this week makaisip na ko! Birthday na nya sa Monday. Hihi. :)
ADVANCE HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!
ILOVEYOU!
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